Though admittedly it doesn't feel that way because I haven't been writing for a long while. Too long for my standard. Hell I miss writing. I wanted to write about last night's 4-hand piano recital E & I went to, how that Stanley kiddo was up on the stage again doing page-turning for the pianists, how amazingly heart-breaking it was to witness such great talents at show. How miserable I felt for having actually taken years and years of piano lessons and yet not able to actually give a goddamn good performance. How intimidating it was, how depressing, that I almost needed to console myself by looking down to my chest and count my
blessing blessings. How the female pianist kept wiping her hands and the keyboards using a hand towel when she had 1 second free time between notes. How good it was to be at a concert after such a long time. How this and how that. But it's been too long since the last time I wrote something, my mind is too bogged down with too many details that I want to put into this blank space.
I won't be able to think straight while trying to sort out these details. And I don't really fancy going into great details anyway.
I just miss writing and I want to make a note of how happy I was last night. And that I forgot something rather important that no matter how many times I look down to my chest, I still feel like kicking myself for being so stupid.
This could have been mistakenly interpreted as a message from a survivor of the Bali blast the sequel:-)
ReplyDeleteHey, glad to see you back...:-)
*drowning by unsubsidized fuel price*
Hi, glad that you're still around :) My friend's very young son died in that blast last weekend, so, whew. Kinda makes me wonder why I'm still roaming the earth in all my useless existence, while others died with one click just like that. Anyway...on a more pleasant note...lookie at that pic on the right...look! Look! :D :D
ReplyDeleteOh dear. Lucu juga gambarnya. Sexy:-)
ReplyDeletekayanya nggak bisa ikutan nih. I have to be away for at least a week...:-(
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ReplyDelete###To 0--0 : Scantily-clad men can be sexy, yes, but not when they are running around holding a big pencil like this :D The novelling month is November, not October, so you can still take a lebaran holiday week away, and sit down for a novel..oh well. Give it a slip, it's not the most important thing in the world anyway.
ReplyDelete###To Siwoer: Hippo is doing fine, and he said the tshirt was for me, not for you. :D